Well, 10 years later and I can still log into the site... nice... I feel the need to vent, cry, scream and well, just vent. 

Day 1 after Election:

Attitude for the day: DO NOT ENGAGE WITH THE HUMAN RACE

Emotional Needs for getting through today: 

• Home brewed hot Sumatra coffee with extra caramel sauce and Egg Sandwich from Jitters Cafe (soooo good)
• Funky sparkly socks (even rolled up my jeans to flash them around... no one noticed but it was more for me anyway... I noticed and they made me smile).
• Work with ear buds in and audio book playing so I didn't have to talk to anyone for a while. 
• Clive Cussler, Isaac Bell, The Chase - Great old detective novel with crazy historical accuracy intertwined with character building and emotional heart tugging with all the shit that goes down, its' enthralling and distracting all at the same time. Like so many of his books are.
• Good cry for a minimum of 5 minutes (maybe later tonight, mini spurts on the way to work this morning). I'm legit sad for the people who are going to suffer for this decision.
• Glass of wine while watching a random Christmas Hallmark movie after work to stop the voices.
• Silence to unwrap the band that seems to be wrapped around my head intent on giving me a migraine by the end of the night. To be scheduled for later, in bed, under the covers, with my cat.
• Blog (thanks mom) - gets the voices out of my head and into the ether of the internet...

Now, I understand this is NOT the end of the earth... well, fuck, it definitely won't help the Earth (climate change anyone?), but we can get though 4 years of .... oh, brain hurts... crap... This Shit:

• Let's just start with a Women's rights to their body... yes, it is MY FUCKING BODY, NOT YOURS... done
• JFK in charge of health care? Brain worm guy who takes a dead bear from a road accident and cant get it home (to eat later) so he props it up in Central Park NY to look like a bike crash scene. He admits this on a Roseanne Barr show, in her kitchen... google it. The man is just bat shit crazy so, yeah, lets put him in charge of our national health care system. OMFG
• Let's eliminate the department of education... yeah, our kids are sooo smart ... this should be good.
• Massive drilling for oil, fracking and say goodbye to protected areas in Alaska and such... there be oil in them there fields.... 
• Musk in charge of Federal Spending... muahahahahahaaaahahaha... cough.. hahahahah... snort... 
• Vance in charge of woman's rights??... well, anything really... gimme a break... keep peddling your book dude... 
• Project 2024.... yeah, I'm friking moving to ... wouldn't you like to know....
• Mass deportation, I don't know what that means right now, how can he do it really?, but my heart breaks for all the people impacted by the shit coming down on them if they thought this "melting pot" of a country will support them for the next 4 years (or more, depending on the laws that get put in place). The Statue of Liberty is crying for all of us right now. We are all immigrants unless you are a Native American (and we killed or interred them into little controlled areas, go us (sarcasm)), you are a friken immigrant so deal with it.
• Pardon for you, pardon for you, pardon for you, pardon for me, pardon for you, no more justice system, what criminal cases?
• War in Ukraine stopped in 24 hours....
• Gaza??????????? 
• "Whether they like it or not, I'm going to protect them" .... well now, these seem like fightin words.... 

I struggle to accept that so many people are ok with this new version of US politics. I really hope it won't be as horrible for the future generations as I expect it to be. If you thought the pandemic caused issues (can we say inflation?), just wait until the policy changes start to come down from this election result. I fear for our children and the world we are leaving them. I hurt for the people who think the US is a home for them to find the "American dream". I'm not even sure what that dream is any more. 

I hope it won't be as bad as I'm expecting. If the idea was to get lower prices at the grocery store, maybe we shouldn't kick out the migrants that work the farms each year because American's won't take the jobs. Pay factory workers enough so American's will take the jobs but don't raise the price of the products the companies make. Migrants are not the problem. We do need to figure out how to deal with the influx of people who think the US is the solution to their issues. That is a global problem, other countries are dealing with the same concerns with the amount of global disparity with countries going to war, drug cartels/trade, poverty, climate issues (water shortage). 

Ok, I think I'm done venting for now. This helped a bit, I needed to put it out on in words on a page to get it out of my head a bit. Talking doesn't do that for me with this subject. Too many people just piss me off with their stupid opinions and they don't like it when I ask questions because I just don't get it.